I can find  no sleep... and no satisfaction...  either 

awake   all nights all days in fever 

shivering ...will I make up my mind 

I m waiting I m waiting 

to decide at  the  verge of  things 

at the verge of things++ 

I m circling envisioning   what 

what  will I come to see once 

I made it there 

once I  made it to there 

weaving strings 

spinning dreams 

now  I  know 

now I know 

once 

I was born 

once  I  was  born 

into